Wednesday, March 14, 2007

Lost Without You

Lost Without You, Delta Goodrem

For most of today I bumbled around miserable as hell. I didn’t get to sleep soon enough last night because I cried a lot again. Then I woke up 2 hours too early and didn’t get back to sleep. I was so unhappy all morning, my Chemistry teacher even asked if I was ok at the end of class because I was so quiet. In terms of being low, I was far lower than ever. Being on the brink of tears and trying to pretend to various people you’re ok is exhausting. I still don’t know how to fix myself and I don’t think I can. I haven’t got it in me anymore, I’ve had to fight for everything since September and now I’m just so tired. I just want him to come back and fix this so badly.

All I know is I'm lost without you, I'm not gonna lie

How am I going to be strong without you, I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye don't know what I'd do ...I'mlost without youI keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day
I'm lost without you............

4 comments:

Katie said...

It gets better claire, i promise x

Anonymous said...

It *really does get better

Anonymous said...

It hurts for a long time, but it does get easier. All you can do is keep on keeping on. You will have good times again, promise.

Jeans Pants said...

well, everybody who commented is right. I don't know if one more person saying it would help. I think the best thing to do righ tnow in your life is keep busy with whatever. If writing posts make you sadder (and I dont know if it does, maybe it helps) maybe you could blog surf for a while. that's how I found you =0). Just a thought