Is Forever Just Another Word? Is A Promise Something People Used To Keep When Love Was Worth Fighting For?

If a love as strong as ours
Couldnt make it all the way,
Can anything make sense at all?
If a love so deep and true
Couldnt stand the test of time,
Then mount everest could slide,
And jeruselem could fall.

Is nothing sacred anymore?
Is forever just another word?
Is a promise something people used to keep
When love was worth fighting for?
If we can say good-bye,If we can say good-bye,
Is nothing sacred anymore?

I can hear the final words
Every sentence that was said
Dont know what turned our lives around.
It doesnt matter who was right,
Theres no justice in a dream.
Never thought a heart could break
Without making any sound.

Is nothing sacred anymore?
Is forever just another word?
Is a promise something people used to keep
When love was worth fighting for?
If we can say good-bye,If we can say good-bye,
Is nothing sacred anymore?

Our love was as certain as the dawn,
As solid and save as any love could be.
Our love was the star you wished upon,
And you thought that I saved you,
Couldve sworn that you saved me.
Is Nothing Sacred, Meat Loaf

Errr still no Word, so apologise for the possible spelling mistakes.
I've spent the last hour working on either filing Chemicals work or doing a past paper for it. I have lessons tomorrow first thing...yucky. There isn't a good time in the day for Chemicals...

Went out with Adam again last night, he's spent all week fixing his car, a proper old mini, and he wanted to show it off. I haven't gotten around to naming it yet, I sense it's more masculine than feminie, manily cause it's a stubborn buggar. Apparently the clutch no longer works. Oh dear. We had fun talking and driving around listening to Meat Loaf and stuff.

I sent my uCAS form back today. I am officially going to Lancaster University. I decieded it was time I made a desision rather than leaving it and freaking out last minuet. I'm still ratherwary of the whole university thing, I sense it might be a difficult few weeks anyway but we shall see. At least it's all sorted now.

And tomorrow I plan to go sort out my bank account. That way I can actually send Bath Spa their stupid cheque without going into my non exsistant overdraft. I am rather anxious about my finances really, I know I'm in a far better position than most pre-uni, but I haven't savednearly enough this year.....*sighs.

HEY (hey) You (you) I Don’t Like Your Girlfriend, Hey (hey) YOU (you) I Think You Need A New One

Girlfriend, Avril Lavigne *was supposed to be last night blogg title but my internet failed so I didn’t get to blogg.

Right well, I’ve done a fair bit of art work the last couple of days and will be doing some more tomorrow. I’m started a bigger “map” but I think now I should get them done in one sitting, I’m having trouble finding the exact same view on Google Earth.

I did break off yesterday to go to Tesco with Katie to get her pre-uni shop. This seems to be somewhat of a tradition for us, albeit inadvertently. We always go before she goes back. Next year, when I’m at Lancaster too we can do it together. I had a huge amount of fun running with the trolley down an aisle then swinging on it whilst it ran on. SOOOO much fun. Although Katie did start to ignore me after a while, I wonder why? Apparently me singing the above blogg title constantly is a sign I’m becoming a lesbian gradually. Hmmm….I don’t think so!

Today I went with Katie to drop her stuff off at Lancaster. I was delighted to see a bunny waiting for us on her doorstep. See I bring out the bunnies in Lancaster! Apparently they haven’t been seen for yonks. We had an amusing time avoiding the chavs who weren’t happy with where we’d parked. And talking about scented dollies where you pulled up the skirts to make them smell. Is it just me who finds that a little perverted???

Ooo and guess what! I took Jane’s advice and tried to get tickets anyway. It worked; I won some on ebay for exactly what they would have cost me anyway. So in less than a month’s time I should be seeing Meat Loaf!!!!!! I’ll let you know when that’s sunk in!

On a serious note, JUSTIN!!!!! I don’t know what’s going on with msn, but I just want to say I hope your ok and that things are running smoother for you. I miss talking to you, who’s gonna keep me company online at half 7? I hope we get to chat soon! xxx

Like A Bat Outta Hell!

Cry Over Me, Meat Loaf (* I promise there is a blogg at the end of it!)

Another night sleepless
I don't want to feel this
Nothing can stop this pain
Trying to get to
A time I forget you
Still tangled in yesterday

It's so easy for you
To give nothing for me
Did you ever feel anything?

I want you to cry over me
Die over me
Even for a moment
Even for a moment
I want you to hurt over me
Feel what I feel
I want you to cry over, die over me

Baby, just one timeI want your heart broken
Some sign of emotion
I want to see the tears tumble down
Show me I meant something
And that you feel nothing
But your world crashing to the ground

It's so easy for you
To forget about me
Did I ever mean something?

I want you to cry over me
Die over me
Even for a moment
Even for a moment
I want you to hurt over me
Feel what I feel
I want you to cry over, die over me
Baby, just one time(Cry - cry - cry)

But did you feel something?
Did we mean nothing at all?

I want you to cry over me
Die over me
Even for a moment
Even for a moment
I want you to hurt over me
Feel what I feel

Oh why can't you just cry over, die over me
Baby, why can't you hurt like I do like I hurt over you
Can't you cry over, die over me

Baby, just for one timeI want you to cry over, die over me
Baby, want you to fall on your knees
Baby, crawl back to me
Want you to cry over, die over me
Baby, just one time...(Cry - cry - cry)...

OMIGOD MEAT LOAF IS TOURING THE UK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am seriously desperate to go. This could well be his last ever tour and to see him live has been on my list of things to do since I discovered his music. I love the drama every song creates and the stories they tell, there is no other music I can get myself lost in or feel what it feels. He’s worked with some of the best composers ever, like Jim Steinman who created the Bat Out Of Hell trilogy with him, and even Andrew Lloyd Webber. I’ve seen some of his performances on youtube and his CD and he looks amazing live.

There are 2 hitches in my plan to go see him. The first being the tickets seem to have sold out, but there are plenty on ebay and it’s not till May so I can possibly get my paws on some, if at an inflated price. The second is I don’t actually have anyone to go with. To my knowledge a lot of my friends aren’t major fans. My mum expressed a mild interest as a mild fan, but she’s got my Dad’s 50th in May as well. Frankly I’d pay for someone to come with me. I just want to go and see Meat!!!!